my hunger is evolving and it's spiraling out of control and i'm wondering if there's even a world where i can be sated. this is all melodramatic angel ravings, naturally, but i can't tell if it's just where i am in life or if this is how everyone is ever. i hope to god people aren't this boring where i end up. i'll starve for sure.
i've been mulling over dependency relationships for a long time now. for those unfamiliar, dependency is a vector based term, used for when vectors can be added to make up other vectors (so that second vector is "dependent" on the first). it's quite a satisfying lens for this, because there's no actual moral tie in that vector dependency, it's just that the two are intrinsically linked, somehow, and by definition that linkage will always affect the other (and in some cases, define the other!)